Really Hate

Cursing myself it's hell Left unwell It's no fair how you're under my skin You know how to wear me thin You talk so well Keeping me calm For now as you sell your sins Don't even know where to begin I really hate that you chose my smile Now you're gonna be here for a while Why couldn't you up and go Instead of latching onto my soul My shell dispelled All my secrets out for you to tell Case closed who knows Maybe you and I are both exposed Can't be the only one who's not right Feeling like I'm stuck in high tide You're afraid to be alone tonight And I'm afraid I'm gonna leave you crying I really hate that you chose my smile Now you're gonna be here for a while Why couldn't you up and go Instead of latching onto my soul I really hate that you didn't leave Left the leaving up to me All your love has got me torn Misery that is forlorn Fake like it never did happen Talk about how we had been Another night we hide the sadness Under all the lies we've told Case closed who knows Maybe you and I are both exposed Cursing myself It's my hell I really hate that you chose my smile Now you're gonna be here for a while Why couldn't you up and go Instead of latching onto my soul I really hate that you didn't leave Left the leaving up to me All your love has got me torn Misery that is forlorn Really hate Really hate Really hate