Summer Song

I was walking outside When I saw the sky Open up and swallow me whole Wind and electric light A storm of hatred and might Screaming down the hole I was enough then So why not now Why not now? Summer fading all around You pull me in and pull me down The record plays until it stops What was once a pretty thing Turns to black and turns on me I'll find a way to make believe I was enough then So why not now Why not now? Deep in it with you I try to play it cool But I want you to want me too It's more of a movement than a feeling right under my skin Lighting flavored moments that burn me from within I'm looking out that window and I still see that sky Open up for me The days are getting long with all the rain But I But I I was enough then So why not now