Headspace

Insanity feels like the only way that I can see So frantically the mind tries to rewrite this misery Totality, wretched and lawless thoughts without a key Anxiety, stapled wounds inside with no release I can feel the static coming Taking hold explaining nothing Waves of white noise through my head I think that I might paint these walls red I'm falling apart A chance to be is a chance to fall Now that the night has come and gone Internally, between these walls Is where my headspace succumbs to rot Twisted and crooked, rationale is dead and cast aside So please don't tell me that there's nowhere to fucking hide The wound is bleeding The light is fleeting Feeding and festering, there's nothing left worth holding on for When all is said But nothing's done A wave of hell can't be outrun A chance to be is a chance to fall Now that the night has come and gone Internally, between these walls Is where my headspace succumbs to rot The curtain's drawn, the stage is set A front row seat in my own head Give me one good thing to think I watch myself Fuck it up A mind at ease is irrational Now that I've been here for so long Wonder what may become at all It all stays the same A chance to be is a chance to fall Now that the night has come and gone Internally, between these walls Is where my headspace succumbs to rot There's no one to blame Nothing to face It all stays the same I'm losing my headspace Let this be a reminder The worst is yet to come