beating myself up

Why am I no good at goodbyes?

You showed me every way out

Want to think I'm one of a kind

But it gets way too too loud

Used to get professional help

Too scared of what they found

I slick can't enough

Of beating, beating myself

Up

Up

Up

I slick can't get enough of beating, beating myself

Boxing matches held in my mirror

Can't ever seem to win them

These days I sit in my window

Hoping to see it clearer

Bad advice get from my friends

And yet I choose to hear it

Used to come down hard on myself

Would put my heart right in it

I slick can't enough

Of beating, beating myself

Up

Up

Up

I slick can't get enough of beating, beating myself

Deep down I want to stay but still

Can't find no solid ground, I

I, I, I

I slick

Beat

Beating myself up

Beating myself up

Beating myself up

Beating myself

I slick can't enough

Of beating, beating myself