losing you

If i told you That i haven't been the same you know it's true When you saw me break down did it hurt you too 'cause it never really showed, do you regret it What if i said That i still can't sleep on your side of the bed And i haven't moved your pillow since you left Would that change the way you felt 'bout how it ended I don't know how i can let go Now i'm caught inside a loop And nothing is changing The words that you told me They're stuck in my memory Repeating them over and over is heavy And i can't escape the feeling Don't know what to do So i keep on choosing your ghost Over losing you Losing you What if you'll get Every little thing you ever wanted Would i be waiting here forever haunted Or will i find a way back to myself 'cause i don't know how i can let go Now i'm caught inside a loop And nothing is changing The words that you told me They're stuck in my memory Repeating them over and over is heavy And i can't escape the feeling Don't know what to do So i keep on choosing your ghost Over losing you Got so good at chasing the idea and the thought of you right here I forgot that you had let me down Now i'm busy talking to your ghost Because you will never know How it kills me that you're not around Now i'm caught inside a loop Nothing is changing The words that you told me Are stuck in my memory Repeating them over and over is heavy And i can't escape the feeling Don't know what to do So i keep on choosing your ghost Over losing you Losing you Losing you Losing you Losing you Losing you Losing you Losing you Losing you