Me Against My Head

Every morning, I'll put on some makeup I'll colour my face in like a colouring pad Tryna tell myself that I'm a weapon And I look amazing but I don't mean that Describe yourself in three words, I'll list things that I despise There's only one person involved and I'm here picking sides I'll batter every inch of what's been keeping me alive But I I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind I couldn't impress her even if I tried You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake? And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead When it's me, it's me against my head And I wanna go out for a dinner and eat lots of pizza Without feeling bad And I wanna be voicing opinions in deep conversations Without feeling bland Describe yourself in three words, I'll list things that I despise There's only one person involved and I'm here picking sides I'll batter every inch of what's been keeping me alive But I I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind I couldn't impress her even if I tried You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake? And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead When it's me, it's me against my head Where's the self-confident girl With all of her freckles and curls? Now dreaming of healthy and thin Sitting here sucking in thinking that's gonna change the world Change the world I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind I couldn't impress her even if I tried You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake? And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead When it's me, it's me against my head