I Learned to Run

I lived my life with a strong belief I wore my heart on a sleeve Was I ever that naive? Thought that I could have control Tried so hard to fit that mold But it only made me cold Whenever life wasn't much fun I learned to run, to run, to run until I just feel numb I learned to run, to run, to run, to run I lived my life as if hope was gone Thought I'd be weaker if I need someone That's why I'm here and then I'm gone Thought I'd stop running and find some peace I guess I'm just to hard to please That's why I seem a little mean Whenever life wasn't much fun I learned to run, to run, to run until I just feel numb I learned to run, to run, to run, to run I know that it's stupid, but I keep running anyway I wish I had the courage to stand my ground and stay My pain is self-inflicted, but my instinct is to run It's not really that easy when you can't trust anyone I learned to run, to run, to run until I just feel numb I learned to run, to run, to run, to run