Can't Fall Apart

I been quiet for way too long

Me & my brother don't get along

somethings wrong with my life

People on the phone in my ear that shit gets me tight

Even when I'm wrong I still try to make that shit right

people asking me for favors that I barely know

Why you even come around when you ain't tryna grow

I see the funny shit they doing yea it's been exposed

They got it fucked up I'm humble but ain't one to provoke

Who's gonna be there when the lights go out

This the type of shit i think about

All the shit they did to me it got me feeling like I'm empty now

People come into my life then they walking out

This the type of shit I'm use to

I can't lose and if I did who I'ma lose to

Talking to myself no one understands you like I do

They couldn't live my life for a day but I'll let em try to

All my life I been searched for something different

I tried looking for help but ain't nobody wanna listen

They turned me down or pushed me away

Crazy when you have to learn off someone else's mistakes

Get that shit out my face I got enough on my plate

Don't really look for anyone i been alone and I'm straight

If you with me you with me if not then get out my way

The difference between me and them is I ain't never gon break

I can't fall apart

Only scared if the pain I feel

I can't fall apart

I become numb when scars won't heal

Some days I get stuck in my mind and lose focus

Lately I been going through things and they don't notice

Come back to reality I can't be hopeless

I can't fall apart

When the vibe is off just keep it moving

Wtf you think you doing tryna tell me how to live my life

Pure intentions always been the first to sacrifice

Got 2 daughters that depend on me I think about it it every night

People claim they real in this day and age

We all read the book life I'm on a different page

Watch the tables turn cause when they do there ain't no turning back

I could let people in if I wanted what's the point in that

2021 plenty emotions that i seem to lack

I lost my way again I just rebuild on a different track

When I close my eyes at night I always see a platinum plaque

There's many sides of me love to blame it on my zodiac

Shots of Hennessy for all these distant memories

There could only be one let that only one be me

Part of me is faded I can't be who I use to be

And If you there for me back the fuck up and let me breath

I can't fall apart

Only scared if the pain I feel

I can't fall apart

I become numb when scars won't heal

Some days I get stuck in my mind and lose focus

Lately I been going through things and they don't notice

Come back to reality I can't be hopeless

I can't fall apart