Good Guys Lose

You know that I want you but I ain't looking for love, I Never asked for much, I Told u what it was You say I don't listen All your calls I'm missing You say I'm giving all the wrong dudes my attention You know that I want you but I ain't looking for love, I Never asked for much, I Told u what it was You say I don't listen All your calls I'm missing You say I'm giving all the wrong dudes my attention Remember when I use to love you Were my one and only, I ain't put no one above you Til I met him, now its hard to even hug you Spending time with him and I ain't even thinking of you Fuck Damn I know that you love me and I'd never wanna hurt you You would never hurt me And deep down I trust you And I don't trust no one With you I'm open You stay tryna fix it I tell you I'm broken Asking me questions I'm leaving you clueless You tryna see me, Im making excuses Tell you I'm tired Really I'm lying Baby you perfect, but this ain't the timing I like him better but don't want to lose you But deep down I know I should choose you My mom would like you, I should bring you home But I'm thinking bout him every time I'm alone Even though you wouldn't ever do wrong Like a yoyo how I string you along He fill this void every time that you gone Even though with you is where I belong (damn) No words I rather keep silent I see you trying but he's more exciting You're a good guy but he's way more enticing You wont let me go, you keep fighting and fighting You tell me I'm crazy and shit, I just may be You a lot older so you can not blame me I know you're ready Bae I ain't ready I just want some fun, I don't want nothing heavy Getting suspicious, I've been acting different So you know I'm falling for somebody else You just don't get it cus you've been down for me And promised to love me like nobody else You know that I want you but I ain't looking for love, I Never asked for much, I Told u what it was You say I don't listen All your calls I'm missing You say I'm giving all the wrong dudes my attention You know that I want you but I ain't looking for love, I Never asked for much, I Told you what it was You say I don't listen All your calls I'm missing You say I'm giving all the wrong dudes my attention You been doing it You been proving it But he came up in my life and he ruined it And the thought of us together got you losing it Gave me kindness and I'm sitting here abusing it You Scared of the truth so you rather not ask me You just want me to be happy You just want me to be free You just want me to be me Why are you so good to me? You don't deserve this I fell head first in his trap And you scared that there's no coming back You got my back You just want me to come home See me return to my throne You understand I'm wasting time on these lil boys when I could go and have me man Please don't go love no one else I want you all to myself I said I want you all to my- He just so fine He just so strong And he so hood He turn me on He keep it real He keep me laughing But there's all these things that he's lacking I wish he cared just like you did I wish he cuddled like you did I wish he called just like you did I wish he played in my hair and he kissed on my head just like you did I wish he checked in like you did Wish he provided like you did I wish he fed me like you did I wish he'd come pick me up and he come take me out We'd be riding around just like we did I wish he danced just like you did Filled up my tank just like you did I wish he sung just like you did I wish he hustled like you did I wish he pushed me like you did I wish he uhh I wish he yuh I wish he- I wish he- I wish he loved me like you did I wish he loved me like you did I wish he loved me like you did Yours Truly Nilla