Ashtray

They say life goes on Time continues to pass (Yung Bala on the beat) I miss my man I been thinkin' 'bout my brother and his last day, yeah Got me fillin' up my ashtray Be strong, you a soldier, what the Lord say? Thick smoke in the ashtray Got me thinkin' 'bout my mother in a bad way, yeah Still fillin' up the ashtray Hard times don't last, that's what they all say (nigga) Thick smoke in the ashtray I've been thinkin' 'bout Poke, my brother died on me Right hand to God, I really cried, homie Right after that, them niggas lied on me I was able to hold on, but still lonely I be duckin' that fake love, I'm good dawg I ain't make no excuses, nigga, I stood tall Never reppin' the front line for the wrong thing Ain't no traffic where I'm at, I'm in my own lane I passed the graveyard and tried to look the other way Real niggas, we shed tears on Mother's Day The cup's spillin', I'm still fillin' the ashtray No relatin' to niggas hatin', I mash play From the bottom, my nigga, we ain't the same cloth God forgive me, I'm just tryin' to work this pain off I'm a king, nigga, even when my chain's off That's why decades later, I Got the same talk I been thinking bout my brother and his last day Yeah, Got me fillin' up my ashtray Be strong, you a soldier, what the Lord say? Thick smoke in the ashtray Got me thinkin' 'bout my mother in a bad way Yeah, still fillin' up the ashtray Hard times don't last, that's what they all say Thick smoke in the ashtray It's been a journey to the top, man, I'm still on it A lot of niggas was jealous and turned they back on me Do the crime, do the time, that's the grind, homie The game hard, don't play it fraud and live phoney If she weathered the storm, nigga, then she a keeper On my hustle, I'm still dreamin', but not a sleeper Got me feelin' the ashtray, my thoughts deeper Never switch up on your partner 'cause the price cheaper I survive, I'm a soldier and I stand strong But when that casket close, life just goes on I'm thinkin' 'bout my nigga while I'm eatin' dinner After that, it's thick smoke behind tinted windows Facing them fears is how you beat the pain Never risk it all for two years of street fame Look at them niggas who tried to cheat the game They planted the wrong seeds and hate the rain I've been thinkin' 'bout my brother and his last date, yeah Got me fillin' up my ashtray Be strong, you a soldier, what the Lord say? Thick smoke in the ashtray Got me thinkin' 'bout my mother in a bad way Yeah, still fillin' up the ashtray Hard times don't last, that's what they all say Thick smoke in the ashtray I still keep them last text messages They remind me of my niggas You know, I still got your name saved in my phone