Old Friend

April 23rd parked on a side street outside my house

It's gettin' late, it's gettin' dark, one more drive before we part

I look you in the eyes a few more times

Oh, I tell you that I love you, love you one more time

I know you can't say it too and that's fine

Oh, I can't make you feel the way I do and that's alright

I leave your car, each step I take we grow apart

I don't know if you waited there but I wish your car didn't fuckin' start

Say what you want to me because I don't give a fuck

You see, without you I have no one except my dearest friend misery

Die mad in love or alone with no one

I saw the signs, the beatin' stopped and the car door shut and my head went numb

I know I gotta go, I know I'm no good for you anymore

I can see right through you even if you have the decency to hide your transparency

It's all pretty clear to me, please stop fuckin' lyin' to me

Oh, I can't go on like this, you're gonna move on, oh, I realize it

I just want you to be happy, oh, please leave me be if you find that peace without me

I know I'll see you soon, maybe with a better view

The truth is that I love you and maybe one day you can say it too

Say what you want to me because I don't give a fuck

You see, without you I have no one except my dearest friend misery

Die mad in love or alone with no one

I saw the signs, the beatin' stopped and the car door shut and my head went numb

Fuck January 27, fuck February 22

And fuck the 28th of March, the 23rd of April too

And fuck your shitty housemates and fuck your shitty friends

Fuck how they pretend to love you

Fuck how you pretend to love them

Fuck absolutely everything that's not you

Say what you want to me because I don't give a fuck

You see, without you I have no one except my dearest friend misery

Say what you want to me because I don't give a fuck

You see, without you I have no one except my dearest friend misery

Die mad in love or alone with no one

I saw the signs, the beatin' stopped and the car door shut and I lost my love