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The thought of who I thought you were It makes me sick, I'm feeling like I lost a limb A piece of me is gone, and I don't think I'll reattach it Not to be dramatic, but nothing hurts like that shit It's hard to wrap my head around the fact That you've been making me look bad Playing the victim like it wasn't you who fucked up what we had And lit the match like it was nothing Left me feeling gutted, didn't see it coming Now my thoughts are pouring out Wondering what you talked about Late at night back at your house Did you really think I wouldn't have found out? What does she give you that I couldn't? If you'd asked me, well, I would've Hope it's weighing on your conscience Might be brutal, but it's honest What does she know that I didn't? Could've told me, but you hid it Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous Might be brutal, but it's honest There's no consolation for the person Who just takes all of the burdens Thinking it would stop the hurting, but it only ever worsens The co-dependent version that I know for certain Now you call me screaming, laughing, screaming, crying On the floor, you say you're dying It's delusional, it's all on you for lying Yeah, it's all on you for lying What does she give you that I couldn't? If you'd asked me, well, I would've Hope it's weighing on your conscience Might be brutal, but it's honest What does she know that I didn't? Could've told me, but you hid it Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous Might be brutal, but it's honest Now my thoughts are pouring out So I'm saying them out loud Was it worth it? Are you proud? Did you really think that I'd forgive you now? What does she give you that I couldn't? If you'd asked me, well, I would've Hope it's weighing on your conscience Might be brutal, but it's honest What does she know that I didn't? Could've told me, but you hid it Hope your stomach's feeling nauseous Might be brutal, but it's honest