I struggle to find my pace, and I seem to replicate

All the mistakes I've made, this road I can't evade

I struggle to verbalize, and I feel a thousand eyes Creeping up my spine as if they can't decide What Am I?

It's been so long since I've been someone

All these burdens break, what used to have such strength What am I?

 

Never thought I'd be here again

The same place where it all began

Chained up with the past and there's no going back

Never thought that you would bring me here, to the start of all of my fears

Chained up with your ghost and I'm never coming home

 

I struggle to calculate

The reason I complicate

The things I love, and wanna barricade

These battles are in my head

But I can't get over them

No I can't get over them

 

And when the night comes

It's coming for me

To take me under

And I'll be waiting

And when the night comes

 

Never thought I'd be here again

The same place where it all began

Chained up with the past and there's no going back

Never thought that you would bring me here, to the start of all of my fears

Chained up with your ghost and I'm never coming home

 

Never thought that you would let me go      

Came to find you make me feel alone   

You only held me with your shadow     

Born and raised that message in my head

I'm not meant to be important You're just like them

You're just like them