If I had one more chance

I

If I had one more chance

I

Sometimes I wish I were a fuck ****

Fucked her and fucked her but didn't cuff ****

Gave em all of my nut but not my trust ****

Gave em all of my love and now my heart brittle

She such a fuck ****

And I can't trust ****

Scheming while I'm sitting on the couch wit 'em

Whole time he was chattin' wit her on Tinder

Fall in one verse at a time

If I could order my minds

Manifest newly devine

If I has one more chance

I

If I had one more chance

I

I'd do something different wit it

Paint a different picture

One where I can't kick it with you

Me you no more exquisite

That mean no more forni-kickin

Kick it just to get up in it

That's that shit that had me twisted

Reckless with the time I'm spending

Nah fr tho like

Been spending too much time on

frivolous things that I just

Forgot what was important

You forget what's important and worth while when you going through and got your head down

But

Someday you gone look up and realize

Intangibly I'm overdosed

Traveling coast to coast

Just to show we do the most

All these expensive toasts

Hennessy and D'ussé sticking to my liver velcro

I don't feel it now but how bout when I'm old

Yea

Or how bout when they scroll

Do they see the boy or a version of him that's grown

I mean I could be wrong

Afraid to leave home or pull the sword out the stone

A king without a throne

Build on the backs of slaves with brittle bones

They call that shit America

I ain't never called it home

Left to police my brothers and sisters never make it home

Ironic cops they bubonic

Plaguing all these streets

Imprisoning all my peeps

For petty misdemeanors like smokin' on good weed

Rudely I impede

On a system built off greed

Mass melanin suicide until they need

Black excellence

Yea