BL00d F13nD

Soldiers only die once, a coward dies a thousand deaths/

I got stabbed in my back a thousand times, and still lived/

All those talks we had feelings i expressed/

All the pain i felt are darkest secrets/

Your heart beating so fast, moaning so loud/

Ahh ahh ahhh, ahh ahh,

Your heart beating so fast, moaning so loud/

Sex is like drugs i don't wanna come down/

Baby arch your back im finna take you to pound town/

Then you get on top and you start slutting me out/

If i knew then every thing i know now/

Wasn't about the sex i just like having you around/

When we did shrooms that shit was so far out/

Can you just come through and just hang for a while/

I was high as fuck just thinking bout how/

Had a show on tour it wasn't even in your town/

But you still came through, you must've drove like 100 miles/

Just to see me play, plus you brought me some loud/

when you came backstage all i thought about/

was the way you dress damn i love your style/

let me take your waist wrap my arms around/

Kissing you on stage we in front of the whole crowd/

I hopped off the plane, went straight to your house/

Then you kissed my neck and removed your blouse/

Then we fucked all night, made you moan so loud/

Music to my ears, Damn i love that sound/

Remember how i felt, When i seen your smile/

It was so vibrant, gotta better way to describe it/

It was like the first breath of a new born child/

Or his first steps, no gone lie i/

thought about you having my kid/

I get high all these thoughts run through my head/

I been having flash backs to the first time that we met/

First time that we kissed/

Or the first time that you gave me head/

Or the first time you laid in my bed/

Then we lock eyes when you laid on my chest/

Pushed you away i cant say that you left/

But i missed you so much thats my biggest regret/

And you know the real me, thats what fucks with my head/

Not this rap image i portray for my fans/

I apologize for the things that i said/

Wish i could take back all the things that i Did/

Going back and forth arguing through text/

How i lied to you about hoes i hit/

How can i forget i got black out drunk/

and embarrassed you in front of all of our friends/

Soldiers only die once, a coward dies a thousand deaths/

I got stabbed in my back a thousand times, and still lived/

All those talks we had feelings i expressed/

All the pain i felt are darkest secrets/

Ah ahh ah

ah ahh ah

ah ahh ah

ah ahh ah

Used to date my mans/

and then you explained/

how the shit he did caused you so much pain

And i treated you, the exact same way/

I hurt you so bad and I'm so ashamed/

I aint make this song, to convince you to/

Come and take me back, its no turning back/

But im missing you, i miss you so bad,

When i think of you i just get so sad/

ah ah ahhh

ah ahh ahhh

ah ahhh ah

ah ah

ah ah ahhh

ah ahh ahhh

ah ahhh ah

ah ah