All I'll Ever Get (feat. Syl Neal)

Sometimes I lay awake at night

And think of all the things that I did for you

Sometimes I just want out my head

But my head is all I'll ever get

All I'll ever get

Tell me I'm wrong

Cause I know that I'm not so far

I just want to head out west

Cause out west I did my best

It's not enough for that all I'll ever get

All I'll ever get

When I look at you

I forget where I've been

I forget how I've been because

My mind is in pieces

It's seeing demons

My heart is in pieces

It's barely beating

My lungs are sinking

They're barely breathing

It can't stop

No, it wont stop

I just need to find out

How it feels like to be someone

I just can't get out this head

And this shit is such a mess

An empty heart is just all I'll ever get

Is all I'll ever get