Dear Diary

"I'm trippin' dude Yo, I think I found the meaning of life dude Shit man, I got, I got to write this shit down man Before I forget" Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Dear diary, today I'm sealin' my fate With a bag that's contained and a feelin' that's great Clearin' my slate it's still an escape To a place that gets shaped by the pills that we take What's real or what's fake, who the fuck am I? Who's this stranger in the mirror that won't look me in the eye? For fifteen years I gave that Good Book a try When the truth is I was just a living proof of a lie And now I keep my head high and it's not 'cause I'm proud But I reached for the sky and got stuck in a cloud I smoke and I choke when inhale too deep No more hope, that's an oath that I failed to keep The legs and my faith are to frail to leap So I just stay in this place like they nail my feet Hammer hands to the wall, 'cause I always got pound to hang My phone rang so I answered the call "Hello" And all I got's dial tone Now I'm feelin' shook like someone's inside my home Here comes onset, palms sweat, room spins Place fills with a hundred imaginary new friends Now are they true friends? Or are they all out to get me? This whole world's against me They're all out to tempt me To give in and give up Live in sin and corrupt I'm fucked up Sorry I gotta end this abrupt, but Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Imprinted with pictures of monsters and kitchens And crimson depictions of every description Inflict my perception with distant collisions Of galaxies, wild alligators, and babies Straight bubble gum wrappers with [...] But I planted a stem while I slept And it ain't wearin' off And I can't get a wink Yeah I blinked off spring And I think, I think, I think There's an echo in here man what did I drink? I'm a pain in my mind As the canvas I wish I could show you But man I misplaced my incentive Juvenile junkie, loaded off putty Don't hide the supply, I'll throw down some money Coca binge bumping, thumpin' skyscrape With red cape on my brain wave bungee "Mo-b what the hell are you doing? Your life is like a Qbert movie" Oscars are funky, and brews we're consuming Of Magic Mountain with hangovers looming Torch to spooning and push it right through me My brain's narcotic, cauldron brewing Fluids drooling off hydro pursuing Enlightened by movement, invite you to do it Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Morbid, insane What's happening to me? Right lively, yours truly