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normal
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normal werd uitgebracht op 12 augustus 2026 door dark.broken.disco als onderdeel van het album the anatomy of numbness
12 augustus 2026
Labeldark.broken.disco
TaalEnglish
BPM122
Melodische kwaliteit
Akoestiek
Valence
Dansbaarheid
Energie

Songteksten

I don’t even feel it now
The ache that used to startle me
It fades before it hits the ground
Like it belongs to somebody else
 I watch myself from somewhere far
A quiet room inside my head
Where nothing breaks too hard anymore
Nothing bleeds too red
And that’s the part that scares me most
Not the fall
but how I learned to float
I don’t even feel the pain anymore
 It scares me how easy it went
How I stopped expecting something more
And called the silence content
It’s not peace
It’s not warm
It’s just normal
I lowered every expectation
Until disappointment fit
Shrank my hope to match the room
 So nothing shattered it
I told myself this numbness
Was wisdom, not retreat
But every time I say I’m fine
It sounds like quiet defeat
And I can’t tell if this is strength
Or just exhaustion
wearing my skin
I don’t even feel the pain anymore
 It scares me how easy it went
How I stopped expecting something more
And called the silence content
It’s not peace
 It’s not warm
 It’s just normal
Maybe the wound is still there
Maybe I just stopped looking
Maybe the heart doesn’t harden
 it just gets used to breaking
I don’t even feel the pain anymore
But I remember when I did
And maybe that’s the darkest part
how easy I learned to live like this
It’s not healing
 It’s not reborn
 It’s just normal
Written by: Alexander Lewerentz
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