Honey or Tar

I undressed you with my eyes I have Maybe even raped you In the dark and eerie corners of my mind I tucked you there And touched you in a dream last night Pushed you aside when you entered My thoughts at the wrong time I have sat up upon your lap and Saddled my thighs around your hips like ropes I rode you on a chair and in the shower And all the while I clung heavy to your back My desire deeply harnessed in your spine While I squeezed you like a tree trunk You may have been one Sexless unconforting you might have Even barer than a child's I'm riding recklessly through a thick and humid Jungle growing anxious with the deep and primal Yearning that stirs Deeply pulsing up toward the surface Like sap rising or honey or tar