Finger on the Trigger

Lord, please forgive me for what I'm about to do But I'm running on empty My options are few You know that I did the best The best that I can But I've done hit rock bottom My time is at hand Yeah 'cause I lost my job My bills are gettin' bigger Got a cryin' baby 'Bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit Ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine I can't keep a job I'm too f*cked up DHS about to take my kids Tryin' to get well I keep gettin' sicker Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger You know that I never meant to hurt anyone And I'll face the consequences for all the things I've done Lord sometimes I wonder If you're even there 'Cause my burden's back breakin' It's more than I can bare Yeah 'cause I lost my job My bills are gettin' bigger Got a cryin' baby 'Bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit Ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine I can't keep a job I'm too f*cked up DHS about to take my kids Tryin' to get well I keep gettin' sicker Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger 'Cause I lost my job My bills are gettin' bigger Cryin' baby 'Bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit Ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine I can't keep a job I'm too f*cked up DHS about to take my kids Tryin' to get well I keep gettin' sicker Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger