Thaw

Don't look at me I am not someone who can save you Hell, I can't even save myself I feel as if I've lost all direction Maybe I'm worthless Do I deserve this? It's gone too far to just dismiss I'm sure you're sick of all my self-deprecation, but shit Not sure how else to get my point across One more year down the drain As I still watch the rain come pouring down As I look around me now, I wonder why I wanted this All the things I believed when I was young were full of shit This is not what I had dreamed, no The voice in my head screams, "just let go" December will get colder Come January I'll be frozen I'm searching for a sun to thaw me out