Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac, Pt. 2

(MTM, hit 'em with the heat) I'm a down south Florida boy, ain't goin' back to Hollywood From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood Still, I roll slow in that Chevy donk, never forget Where I rose up from, spit on my face, get rid of my funds And who am I? Just another guy stuck in desperation Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around, havin' a panic attack I don't pop no pills 'cause it don't take the pain away from me I don't crack no seals 'cause it done took the gang away from me I've been known to pimp a ho', got dirty loafers on my feet Bitch, you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me Let me slide inside your body beef, bitch I got my chain on, ain't a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist (Bitch) (Bitch) Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another hoe gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But, bitch, I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another hoe gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But, bitch, I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet I'm feelin' lonely, feelin' like I'm only stuck with memories Take me back to what I was, take away what I've become Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain Take my dick out your mouth and let me be myself I wonder what the people around me think about me Back to my shady ways I go, pack the Gat and let it blow Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters, father know I love 'em Mikey, I told you we was gon' be somethin' Look at us now 'cause now we're buzzin', pressin' buttons Diamonds dancin' by the dozen Nick, I told you we would rise from nothin' Look at the way they look at me now Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I'm senile Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day, I piss away, another day, don't go my way Another hoe gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But, bitch, I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day, I piss away, another day, don't go my way Another hoe gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But, bitch, I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go Nobody know what I've been doin', tell myself I hate myself I can't control the cards I'm dealt (yea, yea, bitch) I spent a lot of time alone inside my room Thinkin' about what I would do if I knew you was on the fence about me too, bitch I crashed the whip and hit a bitch, and almost killed the bitch And now, I'm back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip The AC don't work, and I'm feelin' like I was a kid again Feelin' like I wasn't gettin' in with the cooler kids How the fuck can I get out of this funk? If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day I'm ill-advised, fuck you, bitch, you can't even look me in my eyes Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day, I piss away, another day, don't go my way Another hoe gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But, bitch, I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day, I piss away, another day, don't go my way Another hoe gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But, bitch, I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Fade away, fade away