Neon Paint Job

Damn, tyler got me thinking and shit What if all this fades away, In a blink of an eye How long will this last What if i never met rosé would my career be poppin? What if he hate me and all of this shit just ended tomorrow? What if i got on stage and choked? Cause i worried bout going broke What if my manager was fuckin me over? And taking a bigger percentage cut Then what we shook on How do I explain to my mother and Brother That we gotta move right back to Louisville? What if all this was for nothing and i fell off like? What if all my 16's quit listening to all my music? What if Abbie don't really love me? It's just cold, around the winter time Or What if i made mistake i couldn't bounce back or recover from What if one day I'm walking and somebody approach me Saying i use to look up to you... umm Fuck, what if i just let all this fame just go to my head What if i'm drunk and i get inside the car What if, I tap my breaks and it's to late to stop What if i spent a year working on an album and it flop And i blame it on depression cause i Was to busy tryin to be true to myself And I forgot what was really important What if i wasn't hungry to keep rapping and i just said fuck it Damn, what if i never herd November Would i be rapping a cautionary tale Warning myself not to get comfortable Cause money changing niggas like blood and crips just united Standing tall but you all falling divided What if i stopped writing music Or What if cam starting acting different and stealing from me Or What if dontell was secretly plotting on me What if let all my supporters down and gave up on music Shit, what if i became irrelevant And started debating on who the greatest And my name ain't get bought up in conversation Death will follow shortly my nigga you better watch it What if i ain't been working and putting them hours in What if my best friend Amanda tell she fucking sick of me What if late night i took some sleeping pills And took the car out for the drive And i fall asleep at the wheel What if, I can't tap the breaks and it's to late to stop What if Damm, what if i fucked up