If I'm Being Honest

I was told this is where I would start lovin' myself

Flirtin's delicious, proved to be beneficial for mental health

All of my best bits pulled forward, collected, displayed

Sadly, I just think that I was disgustin' today

You blew me up like a big balloon, far too soon

I'm left a stutterin' teen

How did I get here?

It's all so quick and I feel sick

Red pushin' down on the green

Could you love this?

Will this one be right?

Well, if I'm being honest

I'm hopin' it might

Could you love this?

Did you plan to fall?

Well, if I'm being honest

Oh, I'd bet it's not that at all

Hope has a cost

Keepin' all fingers crossed and held tight

But I look idiotic with my limbs all knotted

It don't feel right

Truly you've shaken me and I think you like how I plead

But I have a hunch that that's all you wanted from me

You blew me up like a big balloon

Far too soon

Holdin' my breath makes me choke

How did I get here?

It's all so quick and I feel sick

I'm used to bein' a joke

Could you love this?

Will this one be right?

Well, if I'm bein' honest

I'm hopin' it might

Could you love this?

Did you plan to fall?

Well, if I'm being honest

Oh, I'd bet it's not that at all

Could you love this?

Will this one be right?

Well, if I'm being honest

I'm hopin' it might

Could you love this?

Did you plan to fall?

Well, if I'm being honest

If I'm bein' honest

Well, if I'm being honest

Oh, I'd bet it's not that at all