I F****d Up

I fucked up, I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I'm sorry, I'm not afraid to say I wish I could take it back, but I can't I'm so ashamed You're in so much pain I blamed you when things didn't go my way If I didn't, you'd be here If I didn't fight back, I'd have no fear If I took another path, things would be so different But they're not I coulda just kept my big mouth closed I coulda just done what I was told Maybe I should've turned silver into gold But in front of you I was cold I fucked up, I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I'm sorry, I'm not afraid to say I wish I could take it back, but I can't I thought we had it all You brought out the best in me And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream I thought we were indestructible I never imagined we could fall You wanna know how to make God laugh? Tell him your plans We coulda bought a house with a swimming pool Filled it up with Warhols, it would be so cool Coulda gone riding stallions in the countryside With a pack of Great Danes, racing eye to eye We coulda toured the world in a private jet Gotten naked on the beach, all soaking wet We coulda climbed the mountains, seen the perfect sunrise Written our names across the sky We coulda gotten drunk and driven on the Autobahn We coulda got ourselves arrested in St. Germain We coulda lived life crazy 'til the day we died Instead I made you cry I fucked up, I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I'm sorry, Je suis désolée I wish I could take it back, but I can't I fucked up, I made a mistake Nobody does it better than myself I'm sorry, I'm not ashamed to say I wish I could have you back, maybe one day, or not