In the Middle

There's a butterfly on my window He's trying to get in I'm sorry I can't tell him That the glass is not so thin But there is a reason Why I'm considering 'Cause once he's here and fly around He'll see I live in sin And it's so hard To sleep and still be awake But still I try To make you laugh sometimes In the middle of this mess In the middle of this mess I wish I was dismissed From the middle of this mess In the middle of this mess It's Monday night and I'm still alive To watch to your moon smile He's looking at me the same old way In his good old fashion style But there is a reason Why I lay away to watch him shine He was the first thing I really own But it was given like a same And it's so hard To sleep and still be awake But still I try To make you laugh sometimes In the middle of this mess In the middle of this mess I wish I was dismissed From the middle of this mess In the middle of this mess In the middle of this mess God, I wish I was dismissed From the middle of this mess Give me the joy Give me a reason Give me the joy Give me a reason Give me the joy Give me the reason