Dangerous Joy

Never been so impulsive before Threw stability out of the door Cause I knew that I just wanted more Truth is I don't think I'll ever find What the normal would call peace of mind If I leave my impulses behind I'll crawl out of this shell of contentment I'm in I'll embrace all the the cuts all the cracks in my skin I'll be ready to face what it takes to begin I want more of this dangerous I want more of this dangerous I want more of this dangerous I want more of this dangerous Joy Joy If I'm scared of the future to come If I'm scared I won't even have one Maybe terror will teach me to run And sometimes I'll just barely get by And sometimes I'll be caught by surprise But I know it'll mean I'm alive I want more of this dangerous I want more of this dangerous I want more of this dangerous I want more of this dangerous Joy Joy I'll crawl out of this shell of resentment I'm in I'll start chasing adventure and racing to win I'll be ready to face what it takes to begin I'll step up to the challenge of choosing to live I will throw up my fists, give it all I can give I've got chills running through every inch of me I was born for the thrill of the mystery While the ghost of anxiety Takes to haunting my mind For the sake of my sanity I choose to trust in the kindness and love Of the greatest love of my life