My Name Is December

My legs get lazy and my gut gets tense

My eyes don't say what they want to say

It's turning back now that turns them grey

They're not like they were when you knew them

To be the one I know I could

I made it fit you like a glove

The same old ending I try to push

I guess I never learned to be good

This Christmas doesn't have any snow

No lights inside to make it glow

No warm arms to feel your love

Now that I'm back where I was

You always knew you're way back home

and I love you more now that you're gone

The things you said mean so much more

Now that I'm here all alone

All the things you made they live with me

They grew inside but I didn't see

How they warmed my sleep at night

I see cold creeps in now without light

This Christmas doesn't have any snow

No lights inside to make it glow

No warm arms to feel your love

Now that I'm back where I was