Rewired

I'm tired from sleeping, and I'm sick to my stomach again from going out I'm rewired isn't that what you wanted from me I'm awake in the dark, tell me I should feel lucky enough 'cause it's art Like it's payment for the suffering Say don't feel so uncomfortable when you're not home But I'm constantly checking my lungs and my fingertips 'Cause they turn blue, but no one else can see it It's not my fault It's not my fault It's not my fault I'm like that It's not my fault It's not my fault It's not my fault I don't like that