First Time This Is the Last Time

Why am I the one that's bleeding I'm the one that's always sick I'm the only one that's feeling I'm so tired of the guilt I don't know why I still take this Why do I still give a fuck? You saying things will be so different And it's why I feel so stuck I'm running away I'm running away this time Holding onto all the things you say Is the only thing that keeps me from walking away 'Cause your actions don't Not the first time, and won't be the last time It's so hard for me to let it go 'Cause it's the only life that I've ever known But I swear that this is the first time, it's finally the last time You're a selfish piece of shit You have nothing to offer No, you'll never fucking change And I should have seen the signs Why don't you look me in the face? All this hurt you created I can see it in your eyes Time to leave this behind I'm running away I'm running away this time Holding onto all the things you say Is the only thing that keeps me from walking away 'Cause your actions don't Not the first time, and won't be the last time It's so hard for me to let it go 'Cause it's the only life that I've ever known But I swear that this is the first time, it's finally the last time So convent that you feel safe You were never there in the first place Holding onto all the things you say Is the only thing that keeps me from walking away 'Cause your actions don't Not the first time, and won't be the last time It's so hard for me to let it go 'Cause it's the only life that I've ever known But I swear that this is the first time, it's finally the last time