Yuh

Ain’t gonna lie I wrote this shit when I was high and flying

Better yet I’m broke inside and weed’s the thing that keeps me grinding

I’ll pour another drink but shouldn’t drown myself to escape this silence

I should just face the pain but I don’t give a fuck I’m hiding

I’ve been seeing bitches but missing my last girl

Can’t resist the itches insisting I go back now but I know I fucked it highly

Ain’t really no point now even trying though I miss her highly

Cause she’s seeing someone else, she’s lying when she says she likes him

Uh, had too many bitches to list

But they do shit all when trynna move on they just deepen the slits and the pain

Ain’t nobody gonna be the same and listen the way but I’m to blame insisting I fucked up and I’d do it again

I just want a mill and fame

Always left to hang in the rain

Really wanna buy a chain with weight then play in front of thousands up on a stage

Boutta make a bigger move and gain

Ain’t no body gonna look at me now the same

I’ve been getting no sleep now working hard I’m fucking off all that they claim

It’s the same

I’m over this game inside my brain now it’s started

I never win just lose can’t quit this shit it’s proven real haunting, Uh

Can’t get out this shit I’m falling, my brains retarded fuck this game for starting I’m over it

I’m losing my cards I’ve had enough

Just wanna numb the pain

But I don't get it I fucked up and nah nah nah

Yuh

Just wanna numb the pain

But I don’t get it I fucked up and now I know I’m never gonna get this shit again

Now I just want the fame

The money stashed in my wallet’s all I got and I never wanna be like this again

Just wanna numb the pain

But I don’t get it I fucked up and now I know I’m never gonna get this shit again

Now I just want the fame

The money stashed in my wallet’s all I got and I never wanna be like this again

Just wanna numb the pain

But I don’t get it I fucked up and now I know I’m never gonna get this shit again

Just wanna numb the pain

Just wanna numb the pain

Just wanna numb the pain

Cause I won’t get this shit again