i miss you.

I miss the way we were I miss the sex we used to have when you were feelin' hurt I miss the way we used to laugh when we were drunk and slurrin' words Baby why'd you have to leave me in the dirt I miss the way we were We used to smoke, get high together like a fuckin' bird But now you changing, sayin' I get on your fuckin' nerves Baby tell me why'd you have to leave me hurt I'm missin' my homies I'm missin' my OG's, my brothers my crodies We all went to court but before only courts that we knew were the ones where we were shooting 3's, yellin' Kobe Rest in peace to a legend, rest in peace to the old me, rest in peace to my brothers, rest in peace to my whole team The old us, I'm missin' my shawty, remember back in the day The things you would say, the way you'd hold me You had me hooked like a druggie, I gave you my heart like you just won a trophy I feel like I'm losin' my soul, I'm losin' my energy, feel like I'm losin' my sanity Just like I'm taking morphine Yeah, come and kiss me, don't you miss me? I'm hearin' from your friends that all you do is diss me I don't understand, you was sayin' "It's not you, it's me" Bitch please, bitch please Yeah, fuck off You a fake bitch, you a knockoff Had me feelin' trapped like I was Dobby and you wouldn't take your socks off It's like you hit a switch that just turned all my luck off, I'm depressed And when we were cuffed it was feelin' like I was in prison, please take the cuffs off I miss the way we were I miss the sex we used to have when you were feelin' hurt I miss the way we used to laugh when we were drunk and slurrin' words Baby why'd you have to leave me in the dirt. uh I miss the way we were We used to smoke, get high together like a fuckin' bird But now you changing, sayin' I get on your fuckin' nerves Baby tell me why'd you have to leave me hurt She got a new nigga wassup with that? It's been less than a year and lil shorty she already moved on, I just wish you would call me back I was only 9 when I felt this pain for the first time, had a flashback when I was writing this track I lost somebody I love, man I'm missin' my daddy, my momma told that he died from a heart attack Took me 2 years before I found out it was cap, my momma lied to me, she wouldn't confide in me No matter how much you believe it was right for me, that ain't sum you can hide from me The way I perceived it, I was deceived and Jesus please, get rid of these demons Jesus please, get rid of these demons Keep to yourself, what I've learned in my life is that loving and trusting other people only brings pain It's not worth it When I realized I'm all alone in this world my body went cold and my heart started freezin' Feelin' like winters been comin' n lastin' for as long as 8 seasons Like father like son, a saying that I'm always preachin' Like father like son, soon enough I will not need 13 Reasons to explain Why I'm leaving Parents separated so I could only see my daddy on the weekend Out of all the weekends, the weekend he died was the one that I told him I ain't wanna see him I beat myself up everyday for not seeing him and the pain in his eyes I will never forgive myself for knowing I could've prevented my own father's suicide