Down

Imma just get going The uber's here and you're crying an ocean I know I fucked up again I sabatoge You're not the first to notice I can't love you Cause I don't love me This baggage I carry Making me buckle my knees And all it took was Just one bad breakup To make everyone a fucking suspect I'd rather make myself hate you now Than to go through that again There are a million better ways That I could handle things But I would rather drink And spiral, till I don't know what's real Go numb to the things that I feel ooh I go, I, I go down Going down down down I go, I, I go down Going down down down And I don't care, I don't care Ignorance is bliss I go, I, I go down Going down down down I'm losing my patience I've become a slave to expectations Music been my mission But failure got me losing my religion I can't trust you Cause I don't trust me I bought into lies I was dumb to believe I gave up friendships I did some things I'm afraid to mention But every year that I do not get it I dig deeper into Self-destruction Yeah There are a million better ways That I could handle things But I would rather drink And spiral, till I don't know what's real Go numb to the things that I feel ooh I go, I, I go down Going down down down I go, I, I go down Going down down down And I don't care, I don't care Ignorance is bliss I go, I, I go down Going down down down Going down Going down down down Going down Going down down down Going down Going down down down Going down Going down down down Crashing and burning, swirling Swimming as hard as I can But going nowhere but down Into that black abyss Helpless, in a pythons grip Waiting to be ingested By the deep