3:00Am

Remember when, you came in? Remember when, the phone rang? It's 3:00AM, it's okay Here comes Ma, I'm hurting The on man the phone I said was a joke "He's suicidal" no, ma its not true Are you okay son Said "Yes Ma, I am" I lie through my teeth Just to keep my light sane She burst down in tears I held myself back Give reassurance? I lay down instead... "I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake" "The people online, they're just giving me hate" It's just a mistake It's just a mistake (I feel like dying alone) It's just a mistake When my thoughts were my own It was just a mistake And I felt torn in two My soul feeling blank I really wanna live My mind giving hate (It was just a mistake, It was just a mistake.) I just kept plodding My head kept on nodding The darkness behind me Was ready to feast Don't care to look back now Just want out this deep hell The thoughts of some pills Getting closer to me But you could see That I was hurting And you could be The saving grace I'll tell you what Ma The man was right The man on the phone I needed that night... The on man the phone I said was a joke "He's suicidal" no, Ma it's not true Are you okay son Said "yes Ma, I am" I lie through my teeth Just to keep my light sane She burst down in tears I held myself back Give reassurance? I lay down instead... "I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake" "The people online, they're just giving me hate" It's just a mistake It's just a mistake (I feel like dying alone) It's just a mistake