Calm Down

Swungin' all this gas, poppin' all the prescriptions Thinkin' bout my past, so I try to forget it (Wavy Pluto, you dig) But whenever it get bad, I just swallow the liquor Tryna figure, where it went wrong at But I cannot remember But I remember what you told me You ain't never leaving, thats what you told me Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, thats what you told me But you not here now Yeah, starin' at this cocaine mountain No lies, I'm scared that theres no way out, so high I'm scared that I won't come down, come now Why evеrybody tellin' me to calm down How I'm supposed to chill whеn I got loved ones in the ground How I'm supposed to chill when none of my day ones around me How I'm supposed to chill when this pain, I feel real bad, but I can't do nothing about it Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' ugly and poutin' Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' like love ain't 'round me All these dark clouds and puddles 'round me Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' like I'm drowning I remember laying on that ground bleeding Thinkin' they got the best of me Couple of screws, couple of pins only thing I got left from it Derez De'Shon Swungin' all this gas, poppin' all the prescriptions Thinkin' bout my past, so I try to forget it But whenever it get bad, I just swallow the liquor Tryna figure, where it went wrong at But I cannot remember But I remember what you told me You ain't never leaving, thats what you told me Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, thats what you told me But you not here now Lookin' for you, but can't find you when I need you I can't question God, 'cause I know God got his reasons But its been hard and I've been bothered by these demons That pain pierced my heart and left me scarred and I need you Lookin' at these diamond chains, Lookin' at this watch and rings, thinkin' 'bout how far I came, yeah I've been through a lot of pain, Without you its just not the same, without you I've been going crazy Tryna find my way back home, and I'm lost Tryna cut my brain back on, but I'm off Its like I'm rapping a whole pain song, but I'm talking Derez De'Shon Swungin' all this gas, poppin' all the prescriptions Thinkin' bout my past, so I try to forget it But whenever it get bad, I just swallow the liquor Tryna figure, where it went wrong at But I cannot remember But I remember what you told me You ain't never leaving, thats what you told me Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, thats what you told me But you not here now