Death Effect (feat. Brian Wille)

Working just to fake a living I can't pretend, I can't pretend Why the fuck am I existing? Constant dread, constant dread Painful visions, manifesting Taking forms, they're out to get me In this life, I see the ending No remorse, just fucking test me Unhinged and traumatized Waiting to take my goddamn life Trapped inside, I'm capsized Solitary, self-defined White walls caged my emotion Atrocity in mystic auras Help me explain Why I obey So now you know The whole truth I'll never be the only one to hold the gun Help me explain Why I obey I'll never be the only one staring at the sun Tell me why am I so susceptible To being caught in the ebb and flow And keeping my head held low This pain has got to go So my peace of mind can take the light alone Endless ridicule Was it noticeable how terrible This life has become an illusion? So now you know The whole truth I'll never be the only one to hold the gun Help me explain why I obey I'll never be the only one staring at the sun Hold on 'til the bitter end Until I can't even defend Even defend Help me explain Why I obey So now you know The whole truth I'll never be the only one to hold the gun Help me explain why I obey I'll never be the only one staring at the sun White walls caged my emotion Atrocity in mystic auras