Terrible 21

At 21 my hairline's already receding Will I be bald before I'm signed and selling CDs? I texted Love but I don't think she wants to meet me I'm kinda touched she texted back but she's still leaving I don't think that I'm cut out for thinking as much as I do I think I'm overthinking and thinking past my age again I don't think that I'm cut out for drinking too much, so I choose To drink my sorrows, poured from the melody and Stirred with my pen Yeah Life's kinda terrible, and I'm just 21 It's not that I hate it, I just know it sucks Life's kinda terrible, but I'm not the only one No, I'm not the only one Feeling terrible at 21 Feeling terrible at 21 Feeling terrible at 21, oh 21, whoa Feeling terrible at 21 Thought 2020 might take me to new heights Instead, my elevator crashed and I died I thought I'd play some shows and start to build the hype Instead, I built up anxiety, now I got stage fright I don't think that I'm cut out for thinking as much as I do I think I'm overthinking and thinking past my age again I don't think that I'm cut out for drinking too much, so I choose To drink my sorrows, poured from the melody and Stirred with my pen Yeah Life's kinda terrible, and I'm just 21 It's not that I hate it, I just know it sucks Life's kinda terrible, but I'm not the only one No, I'm not the only one Feeling terrible at 21 Feeling terrible at 21 Feeling terrible at 21, oh 21, whoa Feeling terrible at 21 I know I'm not the only one But I still kinda feel alone I know I'm not the only one But I feel alone Do you feel alone? I know I'm not the only one But I still kinda feel alone I know I'm not the only one But I feel alone Do you feel alone? Maybe life isn't what's terrible Maybe life isn't what's terrible Maybe life isn't what's terrible Maybe I've just been miserable Maybe life isn't what's terrible Maybe life isn't what's terrible Maybe life isn't what's terrible Maybe I'm just miserable My mind is terrible, and I'm just 21 It's not that I'm jaded, I just know I suck My mental's terrible but I'm not the only one No, I'm not the only one Feeling terrible at 21 Feeling terrible at 21 Feeling terrible at 21, oh 21, whoa Feeling terrible at 21