Life Like This

I just gave it all up for a life like this Stayed up all night for a life like this Everybody think that I am new to this shit But I prefer it that way 'cause it be fueling my shit Like woah Hold up let me call the surgeon in Like woah Anesthesia better kick in Like go Like go I just want to fit in what you know Try to the pay bills But it's rough out here Try to make a mill Yeah, it's rough out here I've been tryna get through life Gotta face my fears So here we go; cheers Here's to all the pain Without all of that shit there would be no gains, no It feels wrong But I lie They ask me how I feel, I say "fine" I play along Say I'm alright But I'm trying to open doors that were shut tight Dreaming coast to coast Keep stripping the spoke Bitch leave me alone I got a ways to go But I keep doing the most Again, I offer a toast To all you bitches who hate me Tell the dealer to pay me Have 'em running for safety Keep on calling me crazy I ain't doing good lately Hate myself on the daily I'm done with all this shit Done with all this shit Everybody asking where I've been at (Yeah) Acting like a fool got 'em big mad (Yeah) I've been on a ride to the tip top, yeah Still feeling out of time with the wrist watch (Yeah) Gotta put that shit aside I don't need no authorize Don't be acting so surprised Ima do this till I die It feels wrong But I lie They ask me how I feel, I say "fine" I play along Say I'm alright But I'm trying to open doors that were shut tight I just gave it all up for a life like this I just stayed up all night for a life like this I just gave it all up for a life like this Pick myself up from the shots that I missed But I needed that shit now I got a full clip We'll be passing through your city like that ad up on a blimp I just gave it all up for a life like this