Teledysk
Kredyty
PERFORMING ARTISTS
St. Lenox
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Andrew Choi
Composer
Tekst Utworu
One time, my mother told me
Before she was born
Her mother had a fever dream
About her earthly arrival
A bright and brilliant moon had just ascended from above
On their house, in a small Korean fishing town
This story informs much of my point of view
Of having children and the general experience of parenting
And middle-aged hubris and naivety aside
I've always wanted children someday
With a good husband in my life
Hey, I'd like to cook for you
And clean up after you
I could do the diaper changes and the late visits to the doctor
Lullabies hummed in the dark in the middle of the night
And that silent glow
Of you
My husband's brother has some children of his own
Two strong-willed teenagers in their adolescent years
That probably is an awkward unrestrained exuberance
I'd like to be a good uncle, or a wise mentor
To both of them
It fills me with fear and wonder at the very thought
Of having precious children of my very own
Will I be the World's Number 1 Father
Like it says on the coffee mug
Or will they still resent me for something I did
Many years ago?
Oh, I would comfort you
And lay to rest your fears
I would punch the soccer dad who yelled at you at the pizza party
I would try to muster unconditional love if I could
Like a she-bear roaring loudly in the woods
Where I grew up, in Missouri
God bless my mom and dad
Who did the best they could
In raising us three brothers
In a strange and foreign country
Though I've come to detest some of his convictions as of late
And we have had arguments
Over kitchen tables and the TV
It sits like some baggage in the middle of my head
Like centuries of violence and domesticated warfare
Though I'd like you to meet him,
When you are just a little older
In truth, he is a great man
Though I'd never tell him that directly
Oh, I would nurture you
And watch you live and grow
I would make you independent
Like my father made me
And I wouldn't spoil you, like those Park Avenue parents do
Whose children won't grow big and strong
As an Evergreen Tree
Like you will
Sometimes I'm fearful of the dangers in the world
And bringing up a child in our tumultuous times
Last week, a stranger broke into the building at midnight
And every day the fires rage in streets and forests
Rest of us
I still have hope for the future, all things considered
Even in these strange and still tumultuous times
Every day I try to be a little better person than yesterday
And every day the fire still burns deep
In the heart of the temple
For you
Oh, could I cherish you
And love you more than even myself?
Could I be a great and mighty fortress, never failing?
And could I do better than my father did, before me?
Oh, I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I'm excited by it, though
Writer(s): Andrew Choi
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