is anyone listening?

I'm crying again on the bathroom floor just to feel something Cover my body with baggy clothes, not like you'd notice Ride the high from the rush of it all as I drown in the silence Feel guilty as fuck but I cover it up again I feel it all at once And nothing at all I fall in the forest but nobody heard it When will you notice that I'm at my lowest? I'm tired of screaming You never believe me Is anyone listening? (Is anyone listening?) Is anyone listening? (Is anyone listening?) Now to explain, but it's hard as hell and it's so tempting Standing over the sink, staring at myself I'm so depressing The way I look in the mirror makes me feel like a whole lot of nothing Now I'm doubting myself, but I want to get well again I feel it all at once And nothing at all I fall in the forest but nobody heard it When will you notice that I'm at my lowest? I'm tired of screaming You never believe me Is anyone listening? (Is anyone listening?) Is anyone listening? (Is anyone listening?) I'm tired of screaming, will only believe me If I go cold blue Fell in the forest but nobody heard it When will you notice that I'm at my lowest? I'm tired of screaming You never believe me Is anyone listening?