I don’t know what to say, everything is grey

Something in my head is twisted up and now my brain is like a maze, but

I will be okay, I don't wanna talk

I’ll bottle it up and keep it deep down in my guts

Eyes get dry tryna see what you wanna see

Nothing ever goes like the plan, how it’s supposed to be

Head gets heavy, not strong enough to keep it up

Bodies sinking deeper now, water flowing over us

I’ve been down here long enough

I’m not coming up, for what?

I don’t need your help right now

I just let the waves do what they want

I've been down here long enough

I'm not coming up, for what?

I don't need your help right now

I just let the waves do what they want

It’s not you, it’s not you, it’s not you, it’s me

Yeah, it’s my walls, it’s my heart, it’s too hard to reach

If you break through with your hands you’ll bruise and you’ll bleed

Yeah, I promise it’s my shit, just leave it to me, yeah

Arms get tired tryna fix broken parts of me

Nothing ever goes like the plan, how it’s supposed to be

Head gets heavy, not strong enough to keep it up

Bodies sinking deeper now, water flowing over us

I've been down here long enough

I’m not coming up, for what?

I don’t need your help right now

I just let the waves do what they want

I've been down here long enough

I'm not coming up, for what?

I don't need your help right now

I just let the waves do what they want

I don’t need your help right now

I'ma figure all this out

By myself

I just let it drag me down

Look at me now

I’ve been down here long enough

I’m not coming up, for what?

I don’t need your help right now

I just let the waves do what they want

I've been down here long enough

I'm not coming up, for what?

I don't need your help right now

I just let the waves do what they want