Inside (feat. Cynthia Erivo)

I'm feelin' depressed, I'm feelin' like less like I'm not my best Anxiety got me, I'm stressed I see my name in the press I feel the weight of the world on my chest I feel the weight of the world on my heart And the pain that I feel is tearin' me apart Feel like I just can't escape from the dark, but I'm doin' my part Scared I'ma drop from the top and the money gon' stop And I'm scared I'ma die Scared I'ma be the one to do it too Fuck that, don't let 'em ruin you All of these thoughts are inside of mind While I'm on stage tryna entertain you But they want what they want How they want it and that shit just drains you 2018 in Pittsburgh when I slit my wrist, but I don't deserve that So I persevere and I face the fear Even when they discredit my career Logic be smilin' ear-to-ear But on the inside On the inside But on the inside Oh, on the inside On the inside feels like the tears are flowin' I should have stuck to the rivers and the lakes I was used to 'Cause now it's waterfalls And I'm drowning on the inside So I smile even though I'm achin' Wanna give up every minute, every hour that I've lived through Yet I keep holding on Ignore this feeling on the inside, inside On the inside On the inside On the inside On the inside, inside The inside