I don’t ever want to be this way, follow your words day to day

Barred me from school cause i talked to much, barred me from my friends cause i dreamt al ot

Seeking acceptance I lost my way, pushing my heart up in my fate seeking attention is the play that I write or I fade away.

This beautiful imagination got me placing my heart hesitations got me facing the dark,

don't let it go. I know I saw you through the smoke.

What if i provide for you, take it under disguise for you, it's been a heavy weight on my side, won't let you pull this heart away, what if i provide for you.

Sing this song in my bed, tipping water on my head seeking friends not what they said, nodding my head as they talk loudly, speaking my mind only found me by myself counting holy, finding out it's just me.