Sad Sad Sad

Too many restless nights My body shaking My head hurts, Got a stomachache Too many sleepless nights And i'm impatient Like a war inside my mind, I'm anxious all the time Fake laughing but i'm breaking Pretend i'm doing fine Fight with my medication It's been a year Too numb to feel 20 milligrams of happiness But when i do the maths, It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up Cause i'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad Too many hours staring at the television My therapist says it's ok to rest My friends are talking and i'm barely listening They call me selfless but i'm self obsessed Fake laughing but i'm breaking Pretend i'm doing fine Fight with my medication It's been a year Too numb to feel 20 milligrams of happiness But when i do the maths, It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up Cause i'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad Sometimes i still have good dreams and nights Do my best to wake up smiling And it's been the best year of my life But it doesn't add up, it doesn't add up Cause it's been a year Starting to feel 20 milligrams of happiness But when i do the maths, It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up Cause i'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad