Slow Down

I know the air I'm breathing It's no good for my lungs I do this every season I hate when summer comes I'll fall into a trap That I'm made by myself Oh, and I always do the wrong thing I'm unstable and I'm unsteady I've lost a million times already And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down I feel unable and so unworthy My heart feels heavy, I've lost already And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now I'm always self-destructive I take a hit, I love it Can you give me a second? I'm slow, got blurry vision I'll fall into a trap That I'm made by myself Oh, and I always do the wrong thing I'm unstable and I'm unsteady I've lost a million times already And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now I feel unable and so unworthy My heart feels heavy, I've lost already And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now Please help me see The things that I am I don't understand I'm doing the best that I can right now But it's never enough I'm not even ready to slow down Just slow down Oh And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now Oh-oh And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now