PTOE

(RellyMade) (Alone in my solitude looking at the stars) (Alone in my solitude looking at the stars) Perspective was out of focus, I'm frequently losin' focus Feelings in the way as I battle with old emotions Ten toes down, I'm standin' up in devotion I was born again, I'm finally havin' motion Forgive my for my sins, I'm knowin' they see me growin' Protect me from my friends, I'm knowin' that they opposin' Jerome lookin' at me, he just smile I meant to say, "Jerome Craft, I'ma make you proud" Thankin' God for what I am experiencin' right now, they look up to Gates Look inside of everybody image, see a touch of Gates Had a good friend, but you killed it, threw my love away Now they in they feelings 'cause they cannot get in touch with Gates Kirboy Trell, big God of the North I'm slangin' raw, seekin' no applause when I talk The godmother came to me, told me I was sacred The world gon' be grateful, the other ones gon' hate you Gangster reason right here, guide me through the Matrix J Real, I appreciate all of the conversations Although I was hardheaded, still reachin' my destination I got uptown hustle, I come from under Big London Showin' love, expectin' nothin', the money come in abundance Showin' love, expectin' nothin', the money come in abundance This is 'bout that time, almost time, not right now, 'bout that time Ayy, I got 'em in a slow cooker, you heard me? Vroom, with the roof gone, sellin' whole thangs Rockin' glass house, cashed out, now we up in rank 'Member when I used to sag my pants everywhere I go Bitch, you know I'ma show my ass everywhere I go Now she callin' me on speed dial, wanna retrial Held court, you ain't beat trial, you can leave now Now I'm speakin' up in court, had my back against the ropes They was steady throwin' jabs, hit him with the rope of dope I just gave him a lil' dab, and they caught a overdose I was prayin' in the roads, now we in the holy Ghost All alone in my solitude lookin' at the stars Wonderin' if Meek Mill ever miss Nicki Minaj When you takin' care of everybody, shit get kinda hard When you come up in the ghetto, you don't kill, then you get robbed When you come up bein' broke, we would share the same clothes Hardest thing for me to do was let my main maine go Elevatin' mentally, I hope he know that I love him Relationships with toxicity are counterproductive Now these labels hit the horn on the phone all day Assistance needed in the office down a long hallway Bitch, I'm turned up now, and I can't turn down Hundred million dollar check, me and Drek' turned up Don't want pharmaceuticals, ain't' sellin' my soul Lotta diamonds, I'm already shinin', platinum, and gold I been on a long road, I know life is not fair God blessed me with a angel, now somebody that's rare And I realized that when she play in my hair And when she rub on my face, pick the bumps off my back Look at all of that ass, what you doin' with all that? Know it's jam because jelly not shaking like that Now we in my big truck takin' road trips Focused tryna keep it in the road still I promise I'ma keep on bein' a lover I already got a lover, so I cannot be a lover You're not committed to anything, you distracted by everything I put that on everything Got Forgies on everything (Got Forgies on everything) (Got Forgies on everything) (Got Forgies on everything) (Now we in my big truck takin' road trips) (Focused tryna keep it in the road still)