Rest, Fade

They'll take a chance for granted Ill play what's handed in life Striding for change I'm stranded Grip on my handle to fight (to fight) You left me with a weight A force I could not obtain Days through nights of torment Alone through clouds of rain Push came to shove It landed Knocked me into endless pain Reaping what I sow I'm back on the first page The first page Write it in ink to feel This life is something real Wake up Same old story that I'd make up Masking the emotions couldn't taste much My casket will be chosen when the day comes When the day comes - But when that day comes Who will show? Would they realize that I've grown? Learned from my lessons But was to crippled to show But what Would you know? Of coasting through life so cold and alone But what would you know? To give trust to etch it out in stone? Waiting for a call Waiting for a reach Some things they never teach Are left to learn on your own I felt it Everything just built up As I melted As a mirror reflected an image Of resentment But when we left it I felt the pain, I felt the pain With nobody to help it But what Would you know? Of coasting through life so cold and alone I'll ask again what would you know? To give trust to etch it out in stone? And I waited For a call Jaded, Forced to fall Spent most nights Contemplating No trust, no love, no heart