Sick Lullaby

I feel so empty Sitting in my porch On my way to church I feel so lucky I got loads of money but Not a lover I could trust 'Cause I'm a superficial, superficial girl Sold the devil my own soul I'm a superficial, superficial girl And can't let go In my land of fairytale, you were an angel With eyes so pure and kind, like a lullaby Played me like a monster, now you are a stranger Your voice stuck in my head, like a lullaby Hey, God, don't judge me When I'm sippin' from my gin Confessing all my sins Maybe I was born sick I'm not good at goodbyes But I'm good to hurt you right 'Cause I'm a superficial, superficial girl Sold the devil my own soul I'm a superficial, superficial girl And can't let go In my land of fairytale, you were an angel With eyes so pure and kind, like a lullaby Played me like a monster, now you are a stranger Your voice stuck in my head, like a lullaby Russian roulette, I'm playing with your love But if I beg, you'll give me more Russian roulette, I'm playing with your love But if I beg... In my land of fairytale, you were an angel With eyes so pure and kind, like a lullaby Played me like a monster, now you are a stranger Your voice stuck in my head, like a lullaby