It's a lot going on I'm tryna see it better

I'm falling out with some of my dawgs I peep the hidden message Talking to god everyday I'm tryna find my blessing

My bm calling on my phone saying she tired of stressing

I know did alotta wrong I was just in my feelings

I can't get caught up with hoes you the that one I'm missing

Baby I gotta change my ways and go see something different

Try not to think about my dawgs some pain is never healing

My mama calling on my phone asking what's going on

Told her I don't even wanna talk then hung up the phone

I believe in all my dawgs but I don't think they know

One man can't help everybody thinking bout letting go

I been to open in the past and hurt me

I got chip stuck on my shoulder and hurt me

I'm stuck on love it's hard to trust am I worthy

I gave it all to the game hang my Jersey

People all in my ear saying what I should I do

We all in the same position tryna make it through

Loyalty ah never change its time to switch my view

I gotta take a different route then I ah help you

I lost three dawgs back to back like this can't be life

They all went when they pure this shit ain't sitting right

You die when you fill yo purpose I ain't living right

I know I gotta make it home to my son at night

I said alotta hurtful things I did it outta spite

I gotta take care of my family the rest ah be ight

Try not to look at life bitter it get hard at night

Fighting depression death obsession I ain't feeling right

I know I'm broken to the bone but it's more to life

I see my granny in my dreams and I wanna cry

My loved ones laying in grave sometimes I wanna die

Y'all ah never meet me son and I wonder why