so far it just sucked

My heart's in shambles I lost my appetite You're ingrained in my brain And I know I might Have made some mistakes Not like you, got it right No thoughts, just pain And after all those nights Of words, I mean way too much And words you don't mean enough Was hoping one day it'd be different But so far, it just sucked But so far, it just sucked But so far, it just sucked We should be kissing in the dark What if we stop playing the part? Can you stop making it so hard? 'Cause so far, it just sucked I should've let go (I should've let go) A long time ago Can't shake these feelings They feel mutual I don't care what they say I can see it in your face And I'm running out of patience And it just seems unfair But you don't really care That's why so far, it just sucked But so far, it just sucked But so far, it just sucked We should be kissing in the dark What if we stop playing the part? Can you stop making it so hard? (Suck) We should be kissing in the dark What if we stop playing the part? Can you stop making it so hard? Of words, I mean way too much And words you don't mean enough Was hoping one day it'd be different But so far, it just sucked